.It's the way you make me laugh when I don't even want to smile.

10 days till my birthday!:)

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 16:16:36 GMT

Long time no talk again guys.. well not that bad!! lolSchools finall out well it has been for awhile.. did awesome on my exams and on my report card! lol lowest mark 83 in advanced math!:) not to bad!:) lol I had my highest absences yet this year with 20 in writing!!! isnt that insane!?!?! lol anyways canada day was alright I guess this year.. got really drunk with the girlies of course. Me, Em and B made shirts and then on the back everyone we met signed them lol.... AP and them were with us too but we ended up getting ditched! So we foudn juice mitchell and calvin!!:) I gave them the hugest hugs ever! I hadnt seen them in a million years! Me and Darryl are getting a long amazing!!:) 8 months in 2 weeks!! that's crazy!! Anyways I'm off to work but love yas all!!!!:):) sorry so short I'll update later!

Love Always
Jess

Long time no talk again!

Fri, 13 May 2005 23:09:34 GMT

Well I don't know who still writes in this but I haven't written in forever so I might as well!:) Everythings been pretty good lately! Just got back awhile ago from my ottawa rugby exchange which was awesome!!! We went into Hull, Quebec to the bars!! French guys are so freakin grabby!!!!!!! this crazy black guy.. literally all I could see was the whites of his eyes, when I was leaving like grabbed my arm and tried to hold me back lol and Ally like shoved me through!! They like surround you on the dance floor! Anyways it was crazy awesome parties and I met alot of awesome people that I crazy miss!!!! They came back here for a week too which was partying even on school nights!!! It's me and Darryl's 6 month on the 26th!!!:):) That's crazy half a year!!:) anywaysssssss I'm on the AAA rugby now:):) I love it!!! It's wayyy better!!! We beat the gray on Wednesday!!:) Their hooker was absolutely amazing at rugby!!! I was almost scared to tackle her!!!!I've had rugby everyday since like Jan. it's been nuts!!!! But other than rugby lifes been pretty good!!:):) oh other than my psychotic soon to be step sister trying to get on my boyfriend when I was gone and following him home!!!!yeah she's absolutely CRAZY!!! Anyways I better get goin to get ready to go out with BB & E!!!

Love Jess

The Scientist - Coldplay

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 22:50:53 GMT

You are the most important person in his life. He
would do anything to see you smile. Actually,
he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always
getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
like a princes and always saying a joke to make
you laugh your head off while he smiles at your
hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you
were destined to fall in love with.

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Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.

I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh, let's go back to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Heads are a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and hold me,
Oh, when I rush to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' tails,
Comin' back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.

Quizzes!!!

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 21:30:15 GMT

Category I - The Hub

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Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
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Your anime hair color is pink.

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You have White Wings! Pure and innocent, your
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You hate it when other around you are sad, and
always see the good in everyone and everything.
Chances are you either help in the shelter, or
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Sun, 12 Sep 2004 05:25:29 GMT

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You're craving the pretty boy type. The type that
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You represent... happiness.
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Your the perfect friend,your tight with your
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first week of school.. over!:)

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 05:00:39 GMT

Hey....

Uhh.. first week of chool over... only a million more to go.. this week went by sooo slow... but I like pretty much all my classes... I'm doing awesome in math:) Math 11 is like easy this year so far I'm understanding it!! I have Math B(advanced math) next semester tho.. so hopefully it won't be too bad!

Sorry I took up your friends pages lol with Shaye Lyrics... omg I love that song though... it like makes me feel better about everything.. that no matter where I am .. that certain person .. never leaves my mind . I miss the old everything... ugh this weekend has been kinda shitty... actually friday sucked SHIT...

First my friday started off pretty good I had chemistry and math .. botha so much h/w for the weekend but then at lunch Aaron & Juice(Justin) picked me and Mitchell up and we went out for chinese food.. and it was this buffet thingy and Juice had a won ton or w/e there called and he didnt know his fork was all the way through it and he liek chomped down and it made this like crunching noise I started DYING laughing everyone must have thought I was insane.. and Juice adn Aaron were freakin high:P I gotta get him to stop that somehow! and we went up to get jello after and aaron was getting me some orange and I kept tryin to take my bowl away cause he was liek overflowing it and he dropped so much in the beets hahah at the salad bar it was so funny.

Then I had english w/ courtney and amber.. "I AM NEVER AFRAID!!!" hahah I was sooo hyper.. way too much jello!!! then I had Law... and it was such a wicked class.. cause theres only 6 girls including me and like 24 guys its insane.. and out of all them we were reviewing this case and me,ashley and matt were the only ones who believed they deserved to go to jail and the rest of the class were against it but we were liek arguing I felt like an attorney it was wicked!!!!

I went home after school ,went for a run,showered and stuff then, amber wanted me & her to go and get groceries for her dad so we did that and that was fun lol we were supposed to go to this huge party at macneil field .. anyways then we went back to ambers.. and she told me her dad thinks Im bad news and that Im into drugs and drinking... god I felt like crap...First I get in huge fight with my mom convincing her I dont do drugs I seriously don't though and I hate people thinking that.. now one of my best friends parents think Im like bad or something... Im like almost the only one in my friends who doesnt do drugs.. well theres a bunch but like everyones tried it but me.. uhh Im so sick of people thinking wrong things about me... I might as well become a pothead nobody believes me that im not already!

Anyways then I was in a bad mood from that.. and there was still that huge party and aaron didnt get off till 10:30 but then he got off early so we could hang out with him but then I was all pissed off about amber dad like hating me and amber just wanted to stay home so we did .. and then Britt called with stacey,courtney h.,and rachael asking why we were home ona friday night and stuff... and brittany was like arent you goin out to the party and we said no cause we didnt have a ride and they were like hello aaron? and we were like uhhh no? and then I dunno what else she said but courtney (brittanys cousin) called aarons cell phone and asked him to drive them out there and he was like uhh I dont think so sorry and then they were liek fuck you adn hung up and courtney and rachael like hate aaron so uhh I was mad at everything last night... I feel like everyones losing trust in me .. first my mom then my friends parents... soon enough my own friends!!

Sorry this is so long ... all I wanted to do last night was run away to freaking NS..and never go back but then again people there hate me or at least dont trust me soooo yeah Im kinda stuck . I know I hate when people complain about everything on there LJ but Im just in a really annoyed mood and you dont have to read it if its gonna get ya mad. On top of everything today I was only supposed to work 5-9 but theres 2 Jessica's on the schedule and i looked at hers so I went in at 2.. yeah I was pretty mad!! but oh well more hours.. I went over to aarons and watched the shining tonight and full clip or something?? its with busta rhymes and x-zbit .. anyways this is a HUGE entry I'll put some of it behind Lj-cut!

Love Forever & Always
Jess

And I'll be thinking of you... out there...

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 04:37:08 GMT

So you've come to this bridge

In an unfamiliar land

You know it's a bridge you are going to walk on

And the only thing you know is

Everything you know

Will do you no good from here on

And the day that you spin

From your little cocoon

Well, you can't be prepared

For the beauty you'll find there

And you will find beauty

In the toughest of places

And I will be thinking of you out there

So pick up your bags

Look around at your friends

And you know none of them

Would ever have enough strength

To cross the bridge and lose control

I never felt this bold

Never felt this good

And the day that you spin

From your little cocoon

Well, you can't be prepared

For the beauty you'll find there

And you will find beauty

In the toughest of places

And I will be thinking of you

Stay true to your nomad skies

Keep your eyes out for coyote

A thousand secrets are lost

In the archival dust

So lay your ears upon the tracks

One day you will come back

With wrinkled hands and grey hair

And there you will stand on the spot

And you'll marvel how the place is still the same

Though you are somebody else now

Fly on butterfly

And the day that you spin

From your little cocoon

Well, you can't be prepared

For the beauty you'll find there

And you will find beauty

In the toughest of places

And I will be thinking of you out there

HURRY UP EMILY!

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 11:16:51 GMT

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.

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Sun, 05 Sep 2004 17:57:03 GMT

You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value every one of the friendships
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.

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Sun, 05 Sep 2004 17:47:28 GMT

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

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Fri, 03 Sep 2004 16:42:37 GMT

You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
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Mon, 30 Aug 2004 15:36:52 GMT

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Happy bunny!

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 20:40:59 GMT

you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
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you might not have it all, but there are worse

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Mon, 09 Aug 2004 20:34:11 GMT

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	11
your best quality is	youre fun to hang around
your worst quality is	you get in trouble sometimes
this is because	you were always this way

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The way you kiss me crazy... Baby you're so amazing

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 13:06:57 GMT

Hey!!!

I leave soo soon!! I'm so excited seriously!!! I miss everyone!!! Uhhh I'm so mad I don't get to meet Melissa or hang out with her that sucks REALLY bad.... I'll find a way somehow to see ya melissa!!!

Can you guys believe I have my license?! lol seriously these past couple years have like flown by!!! Last night Me,Britt & Em hung out.. I missed them!!! It was like we were never apart at all ! I had the car last night lol It was sooooo friggin funny we went to Burger King and Brittany had a poutine and she was pretending to flick it at emily and then all of a sudden she like screamed and there was gravy all over her face hahhah when she went to flick it the gravy went back and hit her! It was all in her eyebrows it was HILARIOUS!!! like I couldn't breathe I was laughing so hard and then Emily was like Brittany you were gonna hit me with that THANKS A BUNDLE and then us 2 were like HOW OLD ARE YOU?! hahha who says that? "thanks a bundle" and then we were like laughing our heads off... I dropped Britt off later on and then me and Em went to the steamy window section of victoria park hahha but we just drove by we didnt terrorize and Em was all excited that she got her beginners! I must be getting old if Em can drive!!

I was late for my curfew lol first night I get the car and I dont care about the time but she wasnt mad. anyways Im gonna go Im done packing I'm so tired I didnt go to bed till after 2 and woke up at 8:15 kill me!

Cyas soon guys!

Love Jess

I'm posting 3 wedding pictures 2 of me and my brother where I look fat cause my dress is puffed out lol and my cousin dancing on the table! I dunno if I'll do it right but oh well

I GOT MY LICENSE!!

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 23:36:01 GMT

HEY!!
I GOT MY LICENSE!!! No more stupid driving with parents!!! I get the car tonight too!!!! Im so excited! Omg I was SOOOO nervous doing my test today like I was freaking and she could so tell she was almost laughing at me half the time!!!

I went to the mall with Britt earlier.. I haven't seen her in forever I miss hangin out with her this is the first summer in 3 summers that I havent spent like every second with her.. and its so boring without her! We went shopping and I got a balck halter top this pink flowery skirt and some other stuff lol I now have only 93$$ left in my bank account lol which sucks but I have 60 in my wallet so I'll have money to spend down in sackville!

GUYS!!! I'M THERE TOMORROW!!! I'll be in sackville by like 3 which is unreal cause I'll have all friday day to hang out and crap!!! I miss everyone and I'm SOOOOO excited! Anyways I'm goin over to Em's now!!!

Night night CYAS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Always Jess

My msn won't work!!!

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 19:41:30 GMT

Ahhh!! I'm getting so frustrated!! My msn won't work which means Luke can't send me wedding pictures! AHHHH I'm so bored right now Im gonna freak! My driving instructor called this morning I have my road test thursday at 3 now instead of 10:30.. and she reminded me that I have to back into a parking spot.. greatttt if I fail I'll literally FLIP.. Im in such a bad mood yet again!! Me and Amber are goin to the mall when she's home from soccer which starts at 5:30..

I hate not getting on msn Im gonna go insane! Is everyone else's working? cause if it is Im gonna FREAK! anyways:)

I leave friday for Sackville! I keep reminding everyone! I jsut got off the phone with Dad and were leaving at like 9 in the morning btu were stopping to see my Aunts new condo when we get off the bridge so Im not sure what time were getting there at.. and hes arguing with me to go to coel harbour friday but thats the night I wanna be there the MOST is friday AHH gonna freak! anyways this has all been just complaining! C-ya later guys

Love Jess!

Confused!!!

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 01:13:46 GMT

Heyhey....

AHHHH I couldn't be more like blah right now!!! Im so tired!! I had to work at 8 this morning:P till 2... it went by pretty quick tho! The first 2 or so hours went by SO slowly!!!! but I was overtired so it was good! I felt really sick tho.. I havent had the flu in like 2 years (knock on wood;) )So I better not get it now...

Anyways I didnt write yesterday ... I wasnt home practically all day!!

> First I slept in till maybe 11 and then watched dawsons creek till 1! Im addicted to that show!! I missed it today!!! Anyways then Jenn and Amber went to Tea Hill beach and I assumed that me,em, & em would meet them there in like an hour but that didnt happen ... like nobody could get a drive and I didnt get a drive out till around 2:20 or so and by then Jenn had to go volunteer and eveyrone else couldnt go so I went out and got dropped off at Ambers which is right by the beach and she said she'd come back with me... but then her brother (hes only a year older) phoned and asked if we wanted to go to the lake and at first we didnt wanna go but then him and Aaron came in his PIMP CAR hahahah Amber it's actually a Jimmy lol but he had the music going so loud Amber felt like we were bouncing! hahah and then they droe us to tea hill beach but we all decided that was shitty so we drove all the way out to glenfinnan lake! it was AWESOME!! I love it out there!! it was liek deep and clean and no seaweed ALTHOUGH I have come to a conclusion all teh schools of fish come into one and from a "crab" since Aaron tried to convince me there was no crabs at the lake and that it was rocks that were CLAMPING me! hahhaha anyways!

We stayed there for a while then we went back the long way and I went back to Ambers then we went to her soccer game! Then she had to get gas and freakman kyle dawson wouldnt stop staring at us! then we decided we wanted to go to subway and she didnt have her money so we went back to her house and she got it and then we went to my house and I got changed and we went to subway and then Emily all of a sudden pops in she was bike riding (to my house of course to pester me!) hahha oh I love her! hahha and then she drove me home and I talked to Matt for the rest of the night! That was last night!

Tonight was wayyy different I worked till 2 then I came home and I made mom take me to walmart cause I needed flip flops for my cousins wedding tomorrow night but of course they had none that matched my outfit! and then my mom decided to misplace her keys! and the automatic alram thinger and lock thing and then she was freaking out for like an hour until the GM dealer came and brought us a key lol and then I just found out someone turned in her keys she was trying to blame me for losing them! even tho she drove last!I got home around 5:30 and then Jaqueline came and picked me up adn we went out for ice cream to talk about stuff.. and holy crap the topics we talked about were so confusing.. shes my youth leader kinda person she was at ABU and ahhh I was liek freaking out I was so confused! I didnt get home till 9:20 or so !

A WEEK FROM TODAY TILL I GET MY LICENSE AND AM IN SACKVILLE!I cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhh!!! lol Im so excited Im like freaking! I better pass and I better get to go straight to sackville no cole harbour business lol! anyways this turned out to be huge!!!! ttyl

Love Jess

Can't wait!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 15:54:04 GMT

Hey!!!

Yesterday was such a fun day!!Jenn had her car so Me,Jenn,Holly,Em t. & Amber first all went to the mall around like 2 cause I had to find an outfit for my cousins wedding.. I found one!! lol I got a summer dress and its white with green flowers Im obsessed with it!! and then I got a kinda long skirt thats yellow,purply,browny and it has like writing on it, its hard to explain,another pair of white capris and 2 tank tops that are like lacy and ones white and the others pink!

Then around 4:30 we went to Wendy's and then we all got dropped off at home cause Amber, Em and Holly had soccer... then after they were done around 7 Amber,Me,Jenn,and Em went to the New UPEI pool that was just built omg its unreal!! it has a water slide and 2 huge pools ones like really deep adn the other is like not really... anyways it was hilarious there me jenn and em almost drowned cause Emily is CRAZY!we stayed there till like 9:10 ish and it was so funny we all forgot shampoo and there was this stuff that we thought osmeone left so we all took some then Em had it in her shower and then the girl came up and was like is that my shampoo and Em was like oh I guess and she was like did you use it? and Em was like oh I just found it over there it was SOOO funny! Then we decided we wanted to go out to eat , Amber had her car so we went to Ems and she quickly got changed and then my house and they dropped me off while the other 2 went to their houses and it took them forever!!! we didnt get to pizza delight till like 10 lol hahhaha Em spilt her water EVERYWHERES!! and then after that around like 11:30 ish we went home! FUN DAY!! it was hilarious too!!!

Ugh I have to work tonight 4-9:P I HATE that shift! But I'm off tomorrow!! and I got work off to go over to Sackville next weekend!!! I cant wait!! and the same day I leave I get my license!!!!! ahh!!! Im so excited I better not fail or I'll be in SUCH a bad mood!!!! Anyways I better get goin Love you Matt!!

Love Jess

bored!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 02:12:43 GMT

Hey!
Didn't update yesterday.. not to much happened lol I kinda forget what I did all day! ohhh BRITTANY woke me up at like 10 to go out for breakfast I was so tired it wasnt even funny ... never ever doing shots that fast again lol or drinking wine!! lol anyways!

I had to get up early today.. uhh and I was dead Matt kept me on the phoen till like 1 something even tho I had to get up at 8 stupid drivin my last lesson with the instructor!! (which turns out I was an hour early for my lesson thanks to KELLIE!!) So I had 2 hours of observation by the end of it I was falling asleep in the backseat!! I go for my roadtest on the 29th! now Im startin to get nervous!!!!

Work was INSANE today seriously I was like dying it was SOOOO busy stupid rain!! I was like freaking out... and SO MANY BITCHY CUSTOMERS! I wanted to rip their heads off!! and it was sooo long and it was HOT in the store the air was like humid and gross! Omg hahah Chris from work just told me that he used to watch me at lunch! hahah hes such a liar! anyways.. Im just waiting for Matt to get back from the movies to call me which he better!!! Which reminds me!! IM COMING TO SACKVILLE!! WOO WOO! Sound the party engines! heheheheh lol no I seriously am! for 4 days!!! Im so excited its not even funny Im goin on the 30th!
Anyways Im out guys!

Love Jess!

Actually not tired!!!

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 02:36:12 GMT

Heyhey... well! I slept in till 12:49 today and it was like perfect amount of sleep! after that I was bored like the whole day except for my chat with Matt lol before he headed for the superbowl yeah that's right he plays football! I'm joking that was such a shitty joke hahha anyways
Tonight turned out not to be boring! None of my freakin friends were home I seemed to have misplaced them!
lol well Nathan,Willie and Steve stopped by today and told me to come to a bonfire and Willie was also in need of alcohol which I forgot to get him:) lol anyways I wsant sure if I was goin and I went around like 9 and Steve taught me to skip rocks and I am now quite good! of course not as good as him and his 15 skips! lol anyways it was Me,Jamie,Steve,Keith,Willie,Matt,Emma,Marla,Julie,and Emily (not my best friends another Emily Kelly lol) and Matt left and then all the girls and willie left to go for a bathroom break at Emilys and I was with all the guys lol and the bugs were eating me alive and I was just talkin to Nathan about Jenn and stuff and Me and Steve skipped rocks adn the bugs started to majorly get bad so we left and I told Steve and Jamie about the $50 incident:S and they thought it was crazy lol and then we waited at the top of a street for the rest to get back and then we went up to the trading spaces house(STEVE'S perfect house!!!) and went and chillaxed in his room lol and I talked about how much I used to hate steve lola dn how he thought I was a bitch in grade 8 it was fun I hadn't hung out with them in like forever! I miss them! well thats a long enough entry!!

The night is back to boring because I can't talk to Matt cause he's at work:( Night guys I love you Matt

Love Jess

Sweet 16!!!!!!!!

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 17:28:20 GMT

GUYS!! I'm finally 16!!! woo woo!! okay that took forever it felt like!! anddd in 2 weeks exactly I get my license!!! 14 days!! MY FULL!! ahhh going to freak!!! Hello never giving the car back to my mom!! hhahah anyways! I didn't have to go down to the police station yesterday after all I have to wait for something I forget what it is but I think he's goin to get charged for seliscitation? I can't spell.. but anyways... never wanna go through that ever again in my life...

I had my birthday party last night ! I invited liek 25 I think about 20 came... it was sooo much fun but stupid ppl thought it was too cold to have a water fight lol so it was me,amber,vanessa and nathan who had it hahahha and then we just soaked courtney and made her come play it was really fun though I was frozen tho nathan with the freakin hose!! and I still had my friggin white skirt on and I played anyways!! lol the water was like ice!! Nathan I'm still killing you next time!!! I'm writing it behind lj cut the rest of my eventful night lol so read:) if your bored

Then Dad took all 20 of us in the back of the truck and we went down out back, theres 95 acres that our family own and theres this like steep hill adn he coast down it it was soooo funny and fun I took liek 5000 pictures I cant wait to get them on the computer!!! and then we came back and we ate and crap and cake and then the guys went and got wood for the bonfire hahah Dad let jason and nathan drive the truck oh and I guess Ally and Vanessa are guys too haha they helped get wood. Then we decided that we needed sticks to roast marshmallows so we went in the bakc of the truck and nathan drove a bunch of us back down hahhaha and Britt always gets hurt at my birthdays and she fell in a bunch of sticks and ripped her jeans it was HILARIOUS! I thought I was gonna pee my pants!!

Then we had the bonfire and me ally and martha had the best roasting skills!!!! FOR SURE!! and we were on the trampoline and we had bum wars!! I was defending champion last summer! and I almost died this one! Martha double bounced me and I went flying adn I landed on her shoulders!!! it was soo funny!!! and then all the guys left but Jason of course! Stace and Britt had their cars so Britt took some ppl and they went into Cavendish and got pizza and subway.There was ppl liek all over the place and while they were gone Martha,me,Em T.,Holly,Jenn and Vanessa started playin Malarky this board game and it was HILARIOUS.

Then they got back and Jason left around 12:30 or so. and everyone was just talkin and crap and then all the girls were upstairs except for Me,Jenn F.,Em & Em lol , Britt,Ally, & Holly... and we started playing Life(board game) for old times lol liek last summer and it was so friggin funny! Jenn went to bed and the rest of us were INSANE! like seriously never laughed so hard in my life! Especially when Em Train FLIPPED backwards off her chair hahha and her feet were sticking up like all of us just burst!! it was sooo funny! after that we started playing Malarky and Em t.'s answer for Why do babies sleep so much... was ... " well the magic essence in the shit makes them sleep" HAHAH I swear I like died laughing .. it was sooooo funny! Anyways we watched it get light outside lol and got scared shitless for a bit cause when I was locking the door I felt the doorknob move hahha and then I ran back in hahah and we stayed up till liek 6:00 and then went to bed.. woke up at like 10:30! its all good!!! and now I'm home and thats my birthday! It was so fun!!

Tonight Me,Ally,Holly & Jenn are goin to see anchorman! I'm so excited it's supposed to me hilarious!!!!Cyas guys!

Love Jess

**16!!!!**

Worst day ever!!!

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 01:39:41 GMT

Pretty sure I like died today.. well at least almost raped!!!:(

I was walking home from drivers ed.. and I told my mom I didnt wanna walk (I have no idea why I didnt I just felt weird.. and i was so right!)but it was really nice out and she wasnt home so I walked and I was goin down some side streets and this guy in a nice car(it was a brand new jetta I think) and he was like built, pulls up and he was so close to me and he was like hey how ya doin and I was like good... and I kept walkin and I thought he left but he circled back around and pulled into this parking lot thingy right by where I was walking and was like what r u up to today and I was like work.. and he was like what time and I lied and said 2 so he'd think I had less time to talk and he was oh you have lots of time and he was like where do ya work adn I was like sobeys... (stupid me telling him where I work)

and he was like oh thats no good or somethin and this guy was like 29 or 30 and he wouldnt leave me alone he followed me for like 10 mins and I was like speed walking and he was like do you always run away when guys are tryin to talk to you and I was like no.. and he was like wanna jump in and kill a half hour with me and I was like no.. he was like I'll give you 50 dollars for you to get in the car for 15 mins. and i was like umm no and I was walking soo fast and he pulled back around and he was like r u sure and he had 50 dollar bill in his hand and I was liek yeah I'm sure and he started to pull away and was liek come on and I was like no !

I felt like a hooker and I wasnt even dressed bad!! I had on cords and like a t-shirt and I was late for drivers ed so I had no makeup on or anything .. when I got home I was like BAWLING and I was shaking and I called my mom and she took me down to the police station and I gave a description and crap and then the officer took me in their car and I had to go walk them through (drive) how it happened and I went out to a dealership to find the kinda car it was

I got home from work tonight and mom said that another girl reported him and she had his license plate number so now tomorrow I have to go in to the station for charges or w/e I think like that line up thing. where u identify them ... I dunno but this has been such a bad day.. and then when I was almost hoem this old guy was staring at me and he was liek hey pretty lady and I like ran... oh gosh I just HATE walkin alone now:(:( .... And its my birthday tomorrow and I'll be at a police station.. I offically HATE summer... I cant even be in party mood:(

oh well.. on top of it I'M HOT!!!!!! it's boiling in here... anyways Im gonna go Im tired from work which sucked too... except I had a good talk with chris and danielle I love working with them...

Love Always Jess

bored:P

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 17:39:58 GMT

Hey...
ahhh I'm so tired... I had Emily over last night we didn't go to bed till like 3 and I had to get up at 9 to go to church with my youth leader.. Em stayed asleep I got home at liek 12:40 after wendys and she was still asleep.. lol anyways

I havent updated in a bit Im usually like addicted to this thing .. so far other than matt being here earlier... this summer has SUCKED..SO bad... I miss last summer when I had somethin to do every night... now the weather sucks... it wont stop raining and my birthday is in 3 days and it better not be like this outside or I'm goin to scream! anyways ... I worked thursday and last night but Friday I went out to the campground to see Britt.. that was an okay night.. I didnt get out till around 7 and me,Britt, and the other britt lol and megan went out to eat at pizza delight we laughed liek the whole time then after that Brittany MacMillan went and got her shorts and we went and visited Megan's boyfriend he's so cute!! he's liek goofy or somethin lol they're so good together... and then after that we went back to the campground brittanys obsession Craig lol was there so she like wouldn't leave the area he was in! but we were all freezing so we went back to change and we drove back up and then went down and played pool with everyone it was crazy thundering and lightning out and pouring rain! Thayne works at the games room so I was talkin to him and then all my friends from last summer.. stupid mitch and all them were snorting PIXIE STICK sugar I was like you guys are RETARDED... anyways

In the morning we got ready and went and got her Mom a coffee and came back down to the games room and played more pool.. I had to work at 4 so Mom came and picked me up around like 2 (she was at my cottage) and then we went home and I worked...:P.. pretty friggin boring weekend! I haven't talked to Matt since like wednesday or thursday and Im like dying I get in such a bad mood.. actually it was thursday! He called when I was out in Cavendish!
19 MORE DAYS TILL MY LICENSE!!!! FULL!!! ahh I cant wait!

Love Jess

more quizzes!! THEY'RE ADDICTING!!

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 17:31:16 GMT

You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.

What kind of kiss are you?
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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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hahah nice to know Im not too kiddish lol I cant believe my inner child is the same age as me!!! well even older actually!